hello and assalamualaikum.
Isn't it funny, how from year to year I dont see much of change in myself physical or emotional, then suddenly when I look back, Im a different person. It is like watching the hour on the clock, I dont really see it moves, but it's changing all the time. for as much as I stumble Im running, for as much as I run, Im still here.
In life, people tend to wait for good things to come to them, and by waiting, they miss out. Usually, what you wish for doesn't fall in your lap, it falls somewhere nearby and you have to recognize it, stand up and put the time and work it takes to get it. This isn't because the universe is cruel, it's because the universe is smart. It has it's own cat-string theory and knows we dont appreciate things that fall into our lap.
Unexpressed emotions will never die. they are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways.
