blink blink mata sikit. and yess. december again.
final exam is just three weeks ahead. I so takut so menggelabah ya know.
Just because the rest are not dying, doesn't mean that their problems aren't big and don't matter.
four months break is just around my corner. serious talk. cant wait.
when I was younger, I'd put my arms in my shirt and told people I lost my arms. would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose. slept with all the stuffed teddy bears as a child so none of them got offended. had that one pen with four colors, and tried to push all the buttons at once. poured soda into the cap and acting like I were taking shots. waited behind a door to scare someone, then leaving because they are taking too long to come out or I had to pee. being asleep on sofa while watching my favorite tv show and magically I was on my bed on the next day. used to think that the moon followed my car. watching two drops of rain roll down window and pretending it was a race. went on the computer just to use paint. swallowed a fruit seed I was scared to death that a tree was going to grow in my tummy.
I remember when I was kid and couldn't wait to grow up.
but now, I wish Im a kid again.
and remember, dont pray for rain if you are going to complain about the mud.
friend of mine used to say "life is like a piano.white keys represent happiness. black keys represent sadness. as life goes on, you realize the black keys make music too"
there comes a time in every life when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is my own heart. so I'd better learn to know the sound of it. otherwise I'll never understand what it's saying.
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